Bremmer has a large, supportive family who took turns staying with her in Seattle as she underwent treatment. Through a network of friends, they put her in touch with other people who’d had brain tumors, including another proton therapy patient in Seattle.
“I hung out with them a lot. It helped so much to talk to others who’ve been through it. They are some of the most positive people,” said Bremmer. “It motivated me to get healthy, to get back to school and help others. Having been through such an ordeal helps me relate to others who are going through trauma.”
Bremmer asked Tseng if she could proceed with proton therapy as soon as possible even though she wasn’t fully healed from the surgery. She wanted to return to graduate school in the fall. Tseng considered the advantage to having protons immediately was that post-surgery, the tumor was as small as it was ever going to be and agreed.
Bremmer said she struggled a lot with proton therapy. It wasn’t until near the end of her six-week treatment that her integrative medicine provider, Shannon Fogh, MD, discovered that her thyroid was “going bananas,” as Bremmer put it. Thyroid hormones play a vital role in regulating metabolism and energy levels, which directly impact mood and overall well-being.
In her case, Bremmer experienced emotional swings as well as strange smells and sensations while the proton beam was on. She also suffered from intense nausea and some hearing loss.
In addition to her providers, others in her care team supported her throughout treatment.
“I want to give a shoutout to Ruben and Tiffany, my radiation therapists. Everyone tried their best to help me, to listen, to get me resources,” said Bremmer. “And once I was referred to integrative medicine, the acupuncture helped me so much.”
Before or after her daily treatment, Bremmer tried to walk as much as possible, something that’s recommended to help in recovery. She enjoyed walking around Green Lake, as well as doing yoga in the mornings. Her goals each day were to eat and move.
In October, after having finished with protons in late August, she went back to graduate school. This June, she and Ryan will both graduate, and they plan to move back to Orange County to start helping others as mental health counselors. She will also have a follow-up scan done in June and said she is feeling positive about it.
"I'm proud of Erin and that, despite these twists and turns with determining the extent of her tumor and diagnosis, she moved forward one step at a time through treatment, recovery and now remission,” said Tseng. “It's a blessing to work with our multidisciplinary team — Drs. Graber and Ferreira — to ensure that our patients receive the best care."
“No one chooses a brain tumor, but you can choose how you move forward,” said Bremmer. “How you react to it, by staying as healthy as you can, being mindful, making room for self-care. Once, while I was struggling with graduate school after protons, I called my nurse, Steve, about something I don’t even remember.
“But I do remember what he said when I was emotional. ‘Most people don’t even aspire to go to grad school, but you just finished surgery and radiation and you are doing it. You can give yourself some grace.’ It was really helpful advice and helped me remember that I am still a patient, and I deserve to give myself some grace.”